Dear girl I will love and will love me, Where are you? Why do I have to keep waiting for you to show up? I mean, obviously I cant seem to find you by actually looking for you because it turns out that i’m really bad at gauging most girls. I’m trying to keep myself from being so easily intrigued by every attractive woman who talks to me for an extended period of time so that I can save my emotions for you when we finally meet but its hard. I hope you are out there experiencing an active and interesting life. I will love to hear about what you studied in school. Did you have a favorite class or professor? Did you travel? Will you want to travel still when we meet? I love going places I’ve never been, and going back to ones i know well. Do you like waterfalls? I can show you at least 5 that are amazing! Do you have a large family like me? Do you get more text messages from automated services than actual people too!? Yay! I want to tell you that i think you’re beautiful, even though you might not think so all the time. If you catch me staring be gentle mmk? Oh wow you have a huge music collection of bands I’ve never heard of? Fucking sweet! I have some pretty weird music though idk if you’ll-oh? You think its cute? Why thank you! Will you let me take your picture? Yes you can see them after im done with them, of course! How was my day? It was OK, What do you mean,”no really. how was it?” i just told you! You’re calling me out on me saying that? hahahah good call then, you’re actually interested? Wow. No way! you’re independent and not clingy? Crazy cool! technology is important to you and you like to learn new things? Sweeeeeeeeet. Sometimes you dont know what to do and you need me to listen? gotcha. Not a problem. Snuggling? Well alrighty then. Yeah i know we wont be perfect all the time too, but i will enjoy the moments when we are immensely. Ok, well i should go back to trying to be patient for you. Yes ill make mistakes too.
Hrrmm… I wonder if i’ll get one from a pen-pal!? :D